Hana ni Kedamono

The narrator recalls their first experience of love upon meeting someone referred to as "Hyo-kun," describing an overwhelming emotional reaction. Despite being told that Hyo-kun wants to be with them, it is noted that he has kissed many other girls. The relationship faces challenges, described as both gentle and distressing. Despite the difficulties, the narrator remains emotionally attached. They express regret, acknowledging their feelings for someone they call a "beast," and reflect on this as their first love.